Junkie thinking took over. I need to get over junkie thinking. I have to get over smoking. I know i have to. Its not as hard as it seems. It might not seem easy but it is. I just have to try. Long enough. But its been long now. I decided to quit Jan 1st, I decided to quit May 14th. I dint smoke for two days. I should stop. In fact I shouldn't think of stopping smoking. I should think of something else that'll keep my thoughts focused.
What else will I take seriously? This opens up a whole new chapter. What do I need to do? I will obviously miss smoking cos its turned into a habit of two years now. I should give my self a break. Who am I kidding?
I am close to finishing another pack of Turkish Golds now. Aaargh!
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